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[24 Sep 2005|02:00pm] i am very sad. and very rejected, yet again. i really hate this. i feel like the ugliest, most unwanted person in the whole world. 5 spoke - Speak

P.S. Check out my sweet new setup. My bed is surrounded by fabric. Privacy, finally. [23 Sep 2005|03:57pm] 3 spoke - Speak

I'm sorry for everything. [23 Sep 2005|08:57am] I hate finding out stuff about people I care about from other people, especially when the information kills me. I guess I knew this had to be happening all along. I'm kind of naive. It hurts, my chest hurts. I hate whining to this but I have no one else to talk to. All I can say is that I hope this person is happier now. Because that's all I ever wanted. My roommate is leaving this afternoon for the entire weekend. I'm afraid of being alone. I miss my mom. I never realized how absolutely fucking amazing she is until only recently, which is not only entirely sad, but completely unappreciative. I'm sure most of us think we're lucky to have the mom we do...but I don't know. I think she's kind of special. <3 her sooo much. And Toby. I know it's dumb, thank you, but I love him and he makes me smile. So I'm going to post a picture because it makes me smile, and contrary to popular belief, I would like to smile sometimes. P.S. It makes me sad that every girl here is like absolutely gorgeous, yet completely and morally fucked. There is nothing like being thrown into this cesspool and being completely ignored because of the morals you hold (or the way you look or don't look). I don't mind, it's just really sad. 2 spoke - Speak

Best piece of advice. Ever. [22 Apr 2004|09:56pm] "You should never wear your best trousers when you go out to fight for freedom and truth." Henrik Ibsen, you dog. 4 spoke - Speak

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