urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:asoundofsilence megan email.megan@gmail.com megan 2005-09-24T21:02:59Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:asoundofsilence:137342 2005-09-24T21:02:59Z 2005-09-24T21:02:59Z i am very sad. and very rejected, yet again. i really hate this. i feel like the ugliest, most unwanted person in the whole world. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:asoundofsilence:137033 2005-09-23T22:57:46Z 2005-09-23T22:57:46Z <center><img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v27/asoundofsilence/CIMG0055.jpg"></img></center> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:asoundofsilence:136861 2005-09-23T16:22:19Z 2005-09-23T16:24:48Z I hate finding out stuff about people I care about from other people, especially when the information kills me. I guess I knew this had to be happening all along. I'm kind of naive. It hurts, my chest hurts. I hate whining to this but I have no one else to talk to. All I can say is that I hope this person is happier now. Because that's all I ever wanted. <br /><br />My roommate is leaving this afternoon for the entire weekend. I'm afraid of being alone. I miss my mom. I never realized how absolutely fucking amazing she is until only recently, which is not only entirely sad, but completely unappreciative. I'm sure most of us think we're lucky to have the mom we do...but I don't know. I think she's kind of special. &lt;3 her sooo much. <br /><br />And Toby. I know it's dumb, thank you, but I love him and he makes me smile. So I'm going to post a picture because it makes me smile, and contrary to popular belief, I would like to smile sometimes. <br /><br /><center><img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v27/asoundofsilence/liul.jpg" alt="Image hosted by Photobucket.com"></center><br /><br />P.S. It makes me sad that every girl here is like absolutely gorgeous, yet completely and morally fucked. There is nothing like being thrown into this cesspool and being completely ignored because of the morals you hold (or the way you look or don't look). I don't mind, it's just really sad. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:asoundofsilence:111133 2004-04-23T04:58:42Z 2004-04-23T05:00:01Z "You should never wear your best trousers when you go out to fight for freedom and truth."<br /><br />Henrik Ibsen, you dog.